thats enough to make you cringe

well, im not really sure what the inspiration is tonight.. it could just be a form of procrastinating because i have a test tomorrow that i have neglected to study for, or it could be because i feel there is something i need to say. dr. seuss said "be who you are because those who mind dont matter, and those who matter dont mind" so perhaps thats what i am doing.. speaking my mind.. i feel there will all be, lets call them setbacks, in our lives.. but it is really frusterating when that is all you seem to have.. this mythical setback seems to completely throw everything out of wack, and for lack of better wording, the past well.. a little over a week has thrown me completely, i had everything set up the way it should have been, but you meet people, you remeet others, and some how your life has to adjust to let everyone have space,but we all misjudge and offer some people space that they dont desereve, you offer others the wrong amount or location of space in your life, and you completely forget to let some people have any space at all. thats where i am right now.. reevluating space in my life, sometimes we get caught up in things, and say things we dont mean to, and we say things we think no one would have ever been able to guess.. but i think deep down we all want someone to guess our secrets, someone safe. sometimes we are foolish enough to trust the wrong person with those secrets, and lets be honest, i am no less a fool than anyone else.. as much as it pains me to admit it, the past week or so has been a time for me to demonstrate how foolish one really can be, and quite honestly that makes me cringe